As the title says, lately I've been having a hard time with literally everything.
Recently I found out that my beloved cousin whom I'm very close with have been raped. Our dog of 10 years was as near death as you can be and my lust and will to draw just hit rock bottom. I didn't even want to socialize with anyone, not a single person.
But, now I'm back and to all my friends here on dA, I am so very sorry for neglecting you, for ignoring you for the past month and a half. I did not mean to. You are very dear to me and I hope that we can overcome this.
My cousin has pressed charges and things are moving along. Our dog survived and is better than ever and my will to draw and socialize have come back.